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"The Introduction of Sorts"
I am writing this as a relief for my non-stop brain! I just can't get out of my head. It's very irritating because it now has an affect on how quickly I am able to fall asleep... and if sleep is interrupted, then it takes over for an hour or more until I'm able to go to sleep again.

I'm not really thinking anyone will be reading this. I hope to learn more about the different privacy settings blogger provides but there's nothing secret or special in here.

My inspiration? Lying, awake, in bed last night. I seem to have more creative ways to express myself at the worst times... ya know when it's inconvenient to get up and get a computer because everyone is asleep... waking the dogs up causes quite the ruckus in the middle of the night. All of a sudden someone is thirsty or has to potty and it is just URGENT!

"The New Year's Resolution of Resolutions"
This year has been pretty good. There are things to be "depressed" about, if you will, but I hope to keep those self destructing thoughts under control. It's all about self improvement & happiness this year. I even have probably the very best idea for myself I have ever had. Although, not very unique to me I'm sure... but it's brilliant for me. I get very bored and forget about things I want to improve. My new year's resolution is to have a new resolution for every month of the year. AMAZING! Truly the best idea I have come up with the constant desire for self improvement. As I have grown older, I have realized there are so very many things about myself that I just don't like and the more I see certain loved ones I "take after", the more I want to try to be better and not make the same mistakes and contain the "beast inside of me". I'm hoping this, too, will help.

Jan: Reduce debt, get a hold of my financial situation, and take charge of my credit score... very complicated but I can only do the best I can and hopefully it will pay off until I can get some professional advice and explanations for sure!

Feb: Be on time... this will always be a work in progress... but I hope to become much better with this perpetuating, some how genetic trait I have absorbed.

March: floss.

"The Hugging People"
Have you ever noticed that people that hug others seemed to be more liked by others? I think it is because we are actually a very needy, touchy species. I believe that we do not touch others enough. Of course, I mean hugging, or showing some kind of affection for the other. There have been studies revolving around this very concept. People how are touched less have been found to be more depressed or more likely to be or become depressed or have some issue or another. Maybe that's why some people would rather be in bad relationships than to move on because they still have someone to be with, lay with, even when it's going under. Who knows. I don't really care. I just know that I want to be one of those hugging people. Why? Because I freaking LOVE hugs! I love giving and receiving. My boyfriend gives the best hugs :)